Bouchly vstupn\u00ed dve\u0159e. Vzbudilo ji to. Leknut\u00ed z hlasit\u00e9ho zvuku vyst\u0159\u00eddalo uv\u011bdom\u011bn\u00ed si identity p\u0159\u00edchoz\u00edho.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eKot\u011b, jsem doma,\u201c zn\u011blo z p\u0159eds\u00edn\u011b. (Jej\u00ed zrychlen\u00e9 d\u00fdch\u00e1n\u00ed bylo protk\u00e1no typick\u00fdmi zvuky prov\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00edmi jeho p\u0159\u00edchod.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N\u00e1dech.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Batoh s notebookem zadun\u00ed o d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e9 oblo\u017een\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n V\u00fddech.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Vrznou dv\u00ed\u0159ka botn\u00edku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N\u00e1dech.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Kroky bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edc\u00ed se k n\u00ed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n V\u00fddech.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Dve\u0159e se zadrhnou o n\u011bjak\u00e9 smet\u00ed z ko\u010di\u010d\u00edho z\u00e1chodu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eTady jsi. Spala jsi?\u201c Ne\u010dek\u00e1 na odpov\u011b\u010f a ona to v\u00ed. \u201eCo bude k j\u00eddlu, kv\u011btinko?\u201c Te\u010f u\u017e \u010dek\u00e1.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eJsou tam je\u0161t\u011b n\u011bjak\u00fd v\u00fdpe\u010dky od v\u010derej\u0161ka,\u201c za\u0161ept\u00e1 a p\u0159it\u00e1hne si deku k brad\u011b. Naru\u0161itel jej\u00edho sp\u00e1nku se vyd\u00e1v\u00e1 vst\u0159\u00edc sv\u00e9 ve\u010de\u0159i. Ona se sna\u017e\u00ed silou v\u016fle potla\u010dit vrz\u00e1n\u00ed zub\u016f. Nechutn\u00fd zlozvyk, kter\u00fd jej\u00ed nervozitu v\u011brn\u011b doprov\u00e1z\u00ed u\u017e od d\u011btsk\u00fdch let. U otev\u0159en\u00e9 lednice mu najednou dojde, \u017ee n\u011bco nen\u00ed v po\u0159\u00e1dku.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Chyb\u00ed pivo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ot\u00e1\u010d\u00ed se na Kot\u011b, ale ta nep\u0159\u00edtomn\u011b pozoruje nevkusn\u00e9 brou\u0161en\u00e9 sklo ve vitr\u00ednce, kter\u00e1 je \u00fast\u0159edn\u00edm motivem st\u011bny k\u00fd\u010de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0159ed t\u00fddnem si sl\u00edbila, \u017ee to bu\u010f vy\u0159e\u0161\u00ed, nebo mu to \u0159ekne. K jedin\u00e9mu \u0159e\u0161en\u00ed, kter\u00e9 on pova\u017euje za spr\u00e1vn\u00e9, nem\u00e1 dost s\u00edly a t\u00edm p\u00e1dem mu to bude muset \u0159\u00edct. A rozhodnou se spole\u010dn\u011b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eMus\u00edm s tebou mluvit.\u201c Ned\u00edv\u00e1 se na n\u011bj, ale prozkoum\u00e1v\u00e1 ka\u017ed\u00fd detail sv\u00e1te\u010dn\u00edho popeln\u00edku, kter\u00fd zd\u011bdila po babi\u010dce. Zbabila po d\u011bde\u010dkovi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eChyb\u00ed pivo. J\u00e1 v\u00edm, nejsem slepej. Jaks\u2019 mohla zapomenout? Ty u\u017e m\u011b v\u016fbec nem\u00e1\u0161 r\u00e1da.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n Hodiny s porcel\u00e1novou kuka\u010dkou vytrvale vystrkuj\u00ed pt\u00e1\u010dka na p\u00e9rku ven z budky. Sedmkr\u00e1t za sebou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sedm bylo i t\u011bch trpasl\u00edk\u016f, kter\u00fdm koukala do s\u00e1drov\u00fdch obli\u010dej\u016f minul\u00fd t\u00fdden. Byla j\u00ed trochu zima, ale stejn\u011b nevypadala tak ztuhle jako k\u0159iklav\u011b nabarven\u00e9 dekorace do zahrad lid\u00ed, kte\u0159\u00ed nemaj\u00ed vkus. Spole\u010dn\u00edci bez Sn\u011bhurky nejsp\u00ed\u0161 st\u0159e\u017eili vchod k ve\u0159ejn\u00fdm z\u00e1chodk\u016fm. Mo\u017en\u00e1 m\u011bli b\u00fdt prvn\u00edm varov\u00e1n\u00edm p\u0159ed ot\u0159esnou kvalitou onoho m\u00edsta, za kter\u00e9 nav\u00edc jejich provozovatelka vyb\u00edrala patn\u00e1ct korun. Nejsp\u00ed\u0161 \u0161et\u0159ila na dal\u0161\u00ed strnul\u00e9 siluetky. Najednou na \u010depici jednoho z nich dopadla sn\u011bhov\u00e1 vlo\u010dka. Vlivem hormon\u00e1ln\u00edch zm\u011bn se rozn\u011b\u017enila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eSn\u011b\u017e\u00ed tam, l\u00e1sko?\u201c zn\u00ed ot\u00e1zka z gau\u010de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eU\u017e ne, v\u0161echno to rozt\u00e1lo. Ale zp\u00e1tky k tomu pivu. Tohle jsme si nedomluvili. Jak mi to vysv\u011btl\u00ed\u0161? Na co p\u0159i t\u011bch n\u00e1kupech mysl\u00ed\u0161? M\u00e1\u0161 pocit, \u017ee m\u011b bav\u00ed d\u00e1vat ti pen\u00edze na v\u011bci, kter\u00fd stejn\u011b nekupuje\u0161?\u201c Kot\u011b se na gau\u010di instinktivn\u011b p\u0159ikr\u010dila, kdy\u017e se jej\u00ed l\u00e1ska bl\u00ed\u017eila.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201ePros\u00edm, jen m\u011b chvilku poslouchej. Je to d\u016fle\u017eit\u00fd.\u201c L\u00e1ska jej\u00edho \u017eivota se posadil naproti n\u00ed a s na\u0161tvan\u00fdm v\u00fdrazem na ni civ\u011bl. Nikdy neza\u017eila ty l\u00e1skypln\u00e9 pohledy, v\u017edycky jenom civ\u011bn\u00ed. Zvykla si, co jin\u00e9ho j\u00ed zb\u00fdvalo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pohledy t\u011bch trpasl\u00edk\u016f j\u00ed ho p\u0159ipom\u00ednaly. St\u00e1la tam a ulice se k jej\u00edmu p\u0159ekvapen\u00ed za\u010dala ztr\u00e1cet pod b\u00edlou n\u00e1lo\u017e\u00ed. P\u0159i\u0161lo to tak najednou. Ani nem\u011bla zimn\u00ed boty. \u010cistota kolem netrvala dlouho. Prvn\u00ed kolemjdouc\u00ed pes ji poskvrnil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eM\u011bla jsem ti to \u0159\u00edct u\u017e d\u0159\u00edv.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eHele, jestli zase za\u010dne\u0161 s t\u00edm, \u017ee jsem moc n\u00e1silnickej, tak si m\u011b nep\u0159ej.\u201c Instinktivn\u011b si p\u0159ejela rukou po jizv\u011b na p\u0159edlokt\u00ed. Ka\u017ed\u00fd m\u00e1 jin\u00fd zp\u016fsob, jak se chce zbavit nevkusn\u00fdch bytov\u00fdch dopl\u0148k\u016f z brou\u0161en\u00e9ho skla. Tenkr\u00e1t ho na\u0161tvala miska s malink\u00fdmi kv\u011btinkami. Nebo sp\u00ed\u0161 jeho Kv\u011btinka. Zapomn\u011bla koupit… Co \u017ee to bylo? Zmrzlinu! Tak, tu si do t\u00e9 misky cht\u011bl d\u00e1t, a kdy\u017e si do n\u00ed nem\u00e1 co d\u00e1t, tak na co takovou misku m\u00edt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eO tom mluvit nechci, v\u00ed\u0161 p\u0159ece, \u017ee t\u011b miluju takov\u00fdho, jakej se\u0161,\u201c kr\u010d\u00ed rameny.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eJsem r\u00e1d, \u017ee jsme si to kone\u010dn\u011b vyjasnili. Sama nejl\u00edp v\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee to d\u011bl\u00e1m pro tv\u00e9 dobro. Sna\u017e\u00edm se, abys byla lep\u0161\u00ed. Te\u010f u\u017e si mnohem m\u00ed\u0148 zapomn\u011btliv\u00e1, ne\u017e kdy\u017e jsme se poznali.\u201c Pochvala. To se nest\u00e1valo \u010dasto. Nev\u011bd\u011bla, jestli je to tak hrozn\u00fd, nebo jestli se opravdu p\u0159est\u00e1v\u00e1 zlobit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eMiluju t\u011b,\u201c \u0161pitla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nat\u00e1hl se k n\u00ed a ona se st\u00e1hla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eChci t\u011b jenom pohladit po ruce,\u201c odsekl a hrub\u011b ji chytil za p\u0159edlokt\u00ed, aby ji n\u00e1sledn\u011b nezvykle n\u011b\u017en\u011b pohladil. M\u011bl tepl\u00e9 ruce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0159ed t\u00fddnem ji do prst\u016f nep\u0159\u00edjemn\u011b p\u00e1lil kel\u00edmek s nekvalitn\u00ed k\u00e1vou. Pila ji s odporem a sna\u017eila se ve\u0161kerou svou zlobu vzt\u00e1hnout k tomu zavr\u017een\u00edhodn\u00e9mu n\u00e1poji. Pot\u0159ebovala si vy\u010distit hlavu. Uva\u017eovat nezaujat\u011b, nebo aspo\u0148 do t\u00e9 m\u00edry, \u017ee j\u00ed nenasko\u010d\u00ed hus\u00ed k\u016f\u017ee p\u0159i ka\u017ed\u00e9 my\u0161lence v\u011bnovan\u00e9 budoucnosti. Stopky na mobilu ukazovaly p\u0159edepsan\u00fd \u010das. Nejist\u011b se pod\u00edvala do druh\u00e9ho kel\u00edmku se zvl\u00e1\u0161tn\u00edm M\u00edch\u00e1tkem, kter\u00e9 ur\u010den\u00fd \u010das zkr\u00e1\u0161lil o dv\u011b \u010d\u00e1rky.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nejv\u00edc ji zamrzelo, \u017ee posledn\u00ed k\u00e1va na dlouhou dobu byla ta hnusn\u00e1 b\u0159e\u010dka a s jak\u00fdmsi uspokojen\u00edm jej\u00ed zbytek vylila vedle \u017elut\u00e9ho m\u00edsta ve sn\u011bhu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eNebude se ti to l\u00edbit.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eU\u017e mi to \u0159ekni, nebo se na\u0161tvu.\u201c<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eNa\u0161tve\u0161 se, i kdy\u017e ti to \u0159eknu. Tak jen p\u0159edes\u00edl\u00e1m, \u017ee\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n … kdy\u017e uvid\u011bla ty dv\u011b \u010d\u00e1rky, tak j\u00ed do\u0161lo, \u017ee nepot\u0159ebuje jeho svolen\u00ed. Rozhodla se ve stejn\u00e9 chv\u00edli, kdy vyhodila kel\u00edmek do t\u0159\u00edd\u011bn\u00e9ho odpadu. Bylo to jednoduch\u00e9 a rychl\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n Text byl publikov\u00e1n v \u010dasopise Ateli\u00e9r 205 (\u010d. 2021).<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Bouchly vstupn\u00ed dve\u0159e. Vzbudilo ji to. Leknut\u00ed z hlasit\u00e9ho zvuku vyst\u0159\u00eddalo uv\u011bdom\u011bn\u00ed si identity p\u0159\u00edchoz\u00edho. \u201eKot\u011b, jsem doma,\u201c zn\u011blo z p\u0159eds\u00edn\u011b. (Jej\u00ed zrychlen\u00e9 d\u00fdch\u00e1n\u00ed bylo protk\u00e1no typick\u00fdmi zvuky prov\u00e1zej\u00edc\u00edmi jeho p\u0159\u00edchod.) N\u00e1dech. Batoh s notebookem zadun\u00ed o d\u0159ev\u011bn\u00e9 oblo\u017een\u00ed. V\u00fddech. Vrznou dv\u00ed\u0159ka botn\u00edku. N\u00e1dech. Kroky bl\u00ed\u017e\u00edc\u00ed se k n\u00ed. V\u00fddech. 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